I miss the days out in the sun, sitting cross-legged in the
grass as you made funny remarks for me to laugh at.
I miss watching movies with you, when your hand would
find my knee to rest on in the darkness.
I miss the way you would chuckle at
me whenever I flinched at something small.
I miss hiding away form the world with you, when secret
shy kisses filled the silence.
I miss how you'd tell me you loved my smile and how
cute I was to you. I miss running across roads with you when we
weren't supposed to, being close to you that I could reach
out and grab your hand. I miss your warm body pressing into mine,
two entities becoming one.
I miss the fact that sometimes I had to wonder where I
stopped and you began.
I miss your shoulders where my chin once rested,
while your fingers traced pattern on my back.
I miss knowing exactly who you were, and I miss how, the spite of that,
you'd still manage to somehow suprise me.
I miss the conversations about nothing at all., just words that
only we knew and understood.
I miss your eyes searching into mine, I miss you smile
warming my heart, I miss the scribbly notes you left into my
notebooks for me to find.
I can say that I miss all of that, so why can't I
tell you that all I really miss is you?
I LOVE YOU
AMIRUL <3